November 2011
16 posts
Words cannot express how pissed off I am at pretty much everyone. Only if killing yourself were easy…I hate my life so much. I think it’s time to drop out and leave this place.
I have forgotten everything, yet I know everything. I have forgotten how to eat, yet I still make time to clean. I’ve almost forgotten how to breathe without you, yet I find time to cry. I still call your phone waiting for you to pick up. I put that last letter in the mailbox, hoping you receive it and write me back. I have forgotten how to sleep, but I still daydream about you. I lost my...
vinylreligion:
I swear some of my ‘friends’, are the worst people to have around when you are upset. They’re either never there for you, because getting high, drunk, or partying is more important. Or they have the worst people skills ever. Thankfully, a few of them are lovely human beings, who make time for me. Even if it’s a few seconds out of the day, it still means a lot in the end.
My eyes hurt from crying so hard. My head hurts from crying as well. I almost missed my fucking midterm exam. I fucked up my door. I miss my ex-boyfriend. I hate Tennessee. I’m barely eating. I just want to get out of here, and lay in bed with you all day long. I want to count your freckles, mess up your hair, and listen to you talk for hours. Even if it is in a hospital…